c u

suddenly i have this adrenaline rush to write.haha i dont know.i have so many things to write but here i am trying to figure out how to translate my thoughts into some structured sentence.

firstly, i dont even know why i started this account.but actually i do know!because ive been pested by someone to write knowingly.so yeah i thought,why not.it wont do me any harm.

i guess there arent really many out there that frequented my page.i dont really tell i write.poor publicity.ahah.but dont worry your eyes are not to be blamed.i dont really write stuff interesting enough for your eyes supplement.i practically write my diary here!ahah thats a thought.but hey if you want to read interesting feeds,do check out milla's blog.i admire her blog so much ive been stalking it since years before without her knowing.ngeh ngeh. --> http://millots.blogspot.com

i cant think of anymore to write though my thoughts are pouring endlessly.guess i'll just keep it to myself ;)

so yeah,i'll write again when i do.see you when i see you.roger n out!

untangle me

my hair is falling on my forehead in an odd way.nope.i dont look good with bangs.i have always wanted to have those nice killer bangs with shoulder length straight hair that resembles some of my idols when i was small.think reese witherspoon.she can really pull that off!thumbs up!!

mila's voice was so calm.she was, is, counting the days to the big day.i am indeed counting my days to her big day too.and along the way we both got so emotional that we sometimes broke down into tears.and she was preparing things and thinking of what i would and would not like.and here i am thinking of what has been done and could i possibly contribute to her getting things done.

alas,emotion is a big issue to handle.there was a day when i was so shocked to be receiving a phone call from her, crying like everything.i panicked.i thought something bad might have happenned but she wasnt saying much on the phone,only few words mumbling the 'i miss u so much' words.turned out that she had just got out from the cinema watching Bride Wars and it reminded her so much of me.

i couldnt get her.i thought it was supposed to be a romantic comedy,my kind of movie.and so i set a date with idora for a Bride War show and there i was in the hall,crying like everything too.but mila has bebe to calm her down.i have?...yes idora,i have you.thank you.very much indeed.and through all the other times,ide like to thank you for supporting me emotionally.yes,you know who you are :)

but im all mixed up.

'i miss u lots...
where haf u been?'

i thought i know these words.i thought im very much familiar with this style.i thought i know who wrote them.these words used to be frequenting my inbox.but i couldnt figure it out.it couldnt be who i thought it should be.im very much tangled.

just about the time i thought i should move on,this come knocking my door.perfect timing huh?!

i tied up my hair.and i pull a handfull of them to the back of my head.no hair!dont fall on my forehead.its too small for bangs.

but hey,i miss you.thank you for hearing me out.i actually thought it was so sweet of you to get emotional about yesterday.i was moody too if you havent noticed!thank you for your patience.thank you for your care.thank you for everything. :)

so a bunch of them fall on my forehead,again.yeah so what if i bunned the other lots at the back.there still are strands that went their way.i guess a few wouldnt hurt.i cant always get what i want,can i?

so hey,please!untangle me ;)