Thursday, 23 October 2008

some unoriented writing..the girl with the french hat

as i walked by tesco,i saw a bunch of workers gathered around a bollard just opposite the hole in the wall cash machine.there were 6 of them.i suppose they were discussing matters about the construction that was taking place.it looked as though there was a problem with the construction going on and probably the foreman was discussing matters with some cleaner guy who were the only one without the safety helmet,safety boots and jeans that were covered in dust and dirt.taking advantage of the situation,the other 5 workers had a fiver where some lay their back against the bollard while others make a circle and had a good laugh among themselves. it was a good chat i suppose as they seem to be enjoying their company when suddenly a girl walked by these 5 guys and the chattering that took place drifted away.all eyes were on the passer by.she was plump.naah i think plump is not the right word.she was voluptuous.she was a tall fine young lady that might be in her early twenties and was in her best state.oh well i dont know how she is in her best condition but she surely was very presentable and a bit vogue i thought.nope she wasnt wearing anything extravagant but she really pulled it off with that cream french hat she had on and the big silver ring earring with the tight red top,some nice slim belt on her waistline and a very nice pair of boots i was about to say 'hellooo boots' to it.the buttons to her coat were undone and along with a nice mellow beige scarf that was hanging on her neck,her brown hair was flaring behind her as she walked.i suppose she was late as she walked rushingly but i have to say she walked with grace.she walked in a line and looked as though she was marching on the runway.
she definitely was a head turner.the guys couldnt get their eyes off her.it was amusing to be watching the scene and i giggled when their jaw eventually dropped and their head turned to send off the goddes that i bet was making their day for the morning.it was almost spontaneous and it happened within less than 2 minutes but they had a big grin on their face with some of them even had their eyes rolled.i wouldnt thought that as flirtatious.it was just natural.men will always be men.and they were just appreciating some work of art and in some way,making the girl's morning knowing she'd been admired.it worked both ways and they helped her boost her self confidence though i could see that her face was turned red and i guessed she was feeling shy being stared at from top to toe.but she truly was a goddess.she had my head turned too and ahah this might be embarassing but i was checking her out too.i was impressed.for a typical girl i would categorize her as plump but she sure knew how to appreciate her body and her curves appeared sexily voluptious receiving much appreciation.
now tell me,who says you have to be size zero to feel pretty when you can have all the good food in the world and still feel good about your body.i watched some documentary of celebrity diets about their healthy and balance diet and i pity them for that.thier idea of a balanced diet brings starvation into the picture,my framed imagination,one that i couldnt imagine for having some little tiny winy food on the plate that were supposed to provide the right balance of carb,protein and whatever nutrition for our body.and lets not start with all those herbal organic food they indulged in(they seemed so or maybe just putting on a happy face swallowing some raw tasting greens).believe me i used to have those algae(or whatever thats called) myself and it tasted like grass,well not that ive had grass before,yet they were selling it insanely expensive as it was claimed to be good for your health in particular bla bla bla.i couldnt care less.why do i have to be a cow feeding on some expensive grass when i can have all the good food that are there to dig in.
with these words being laid,i meant no offence to the vegetarians out there.these are just my little piece of mind on the idea of eating greens,raw.dont get me wrong,i do like green vegetables and i do eat vegetables.its just that,i dont eat just any of it raw.yes we have salad and all but grass??that maybe just a little too much innit?
oh well.back to the main thing here,i think all girls should be gratefull with whatever size they are having on their clothing label.not everyone was born with some frames that and some girls werent even all we have to do is making some effort on our experience and walla we can be whoever we want in our own skin.i know i know that this is much easier said than being done.i tend to be ungratefull about my body too,thinking iv always wanted some longer legs so they will look good in that pair of jeans i just bought,or maybe some smaller frame so i could fit in most dresses easily and urghh i really think my pair of hands are just too big for this wrist and huh dont get me started on my feet-theyre enormous that im finding a hard time fitting for shoes!(milla,u noe this right.huhu).yurp i too grumble about myself and being a self-contracditiry here but i am not a model nor a super goddess who were born with plain beauty.i am just me just like millions of girls out there.and we girls share a common anymosity;the scale and the mirror.
being out there this morning truely made my day.i am telling myself that from today onwards i will stop(or try to stop)grumbling about my body and appreciating it more as i was made perfectly fit for myself.maybe i could put on a little more weight if i felt like or lose a few kilos whenever i need to but im surely not going to torture my body into some cruel starvation.this french hat girl that i was talking about surely was a great example to all of the girls out there and i felt much better now.
hmm.now that i feel good about myself,maybe i could have a treat of some crunchy crushed oreo sprinkled over a mouthfull bowl of icecream.anyone? :)

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